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"Let me be empty and weightless ... maybe then I'll find peace tonight"
There is no try .... only do
Created on 2004-05-20 13:01:42 (#3207961), last updated 2009-08-11
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| Name: | anorexic_beauty |
|---|---|
| Location: | Alone, Maryland, United States |
My stats:
Height: 5'4"
CW: 132.4
HW: 145
LW: 116
LTG = 95

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~ An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person
~ Nothing tastes as good as thin feels
~ Hunger hurts but starving works
~ The difference between want and need is self-control
~ I see myself very clearly ... somewhere between fat and thin, but not yet perfect
~ Be Some Body
~ A researcher asked women what three words they like most to hear. Instead of the expected answer - 'I love you' the consensus was 'you've lost weight'
~ Nothing matters when I'm thin
~ People don't see me. No one sees me. It's like being fat. No one takes you seriously. You just don't exist - you're so big, you're not even there
~ Food is a hindrance to your progress
~ Don't do anything today that you'll regret tomorrow
~ Like a plant, surely, the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take its nourishment from the air
~ I have a rule when I weigh myself; if I've gained, I starve for the rest of the day. But if I've lost, I starve too
~ Tell yourself: This is forever. I will do whatever it takes. I want to be thin more than anything
~ Nothing is so bad that not eating won't cure
~ I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easy it was.
~ Thin is a skill
~ Quod me nutrit, me destruit (What nourishes me also destroys me)
~ In the body, as a sculpture, perfection is attained not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away
~ How many pounds 'til I'm happy? How many pounds 'til I get thin? Three more pounds 'til I'm skinny, three more pounds and I win!!
~ If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive
~ What the scale says is the most important thing
~ An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today
~ Eat to live, don't live to eat
~ Those 4:00 hunger pains are striking you hard. It's the *fat time* of the day when you're starving and your appetite is telling you to overeat. But whatever you do RESIST THE TEMPTATION!!
~ You will be tempted quite frequently, and you will have to choose whether you will enjoy yourself hugely in the twenty minutes or so that you will be consuming the excess calories, or whether you will dislike yourself cordially for two or three days, for your lack of willpower.
~ Lose everything and what is real will still remain
~ I hear horror stories about girls who don't eat - how their hair turns white and their gums bleed. But I feel beautiful, perfect. I am all pale bones and bone - pale flesh and pale hair and I am light. I am like some fairy thing. I dream about fairies dancing around the house with rib cages showing like baskets under their flesh. I could drift up and away from here. I am so light. Bound by nothing. Not even time. I am pure now
~ Sometimes I even felt I was cheating when someone praised me for my willpower; they don't know I have a little dictator inside forcing me
Height: 5'4"
CW: 132.4
HW: 145
LW: 116
LTG = 95
*HUGS* TOTAL!
give anorexic_beauty more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own
~ An imperfect body reflects an imperfect person
~ Nothing tastes as good as thin feels
~ Hunger hurts but starving works
~ The difference between want and need is self-control
~ I see myself very clearly ... somewhere between fat and thin, but not yet perfect
~ Be Some Body
~ A researcher asked women what three words they like most to hear. Instead of the expected answer - 'I love you' the consensus was 'you've lost weight'
~ Nothing matters when I'm thin
~ People don't see me. No one sees me. It's like being fat. No one takes you seriously. You just don't exist - you're so big, you're not even there
~ Food is a hindrance to your progress
~ Don't do anything today that you'll regret tomorrow
~ Like a plant, surely, the body can be trained to exist on nothing - to take its nourishment from the air
~ I have a rule when I weigh myself; if I've gained, I starve for the rest of the day. But if I've lost, I starve too
~ Tell yourself: This is forever. I will do whatever it takes. I want to be thin more than anything
~ Nothing is so bad that not eating won't cure
~ I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborn. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easy it was.
~ Thin is a skill
~ Quod me nutrit, me destruit (What nourishes me also destroys me)
~ In the body, as a sculpture, perfection is attained not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away
~ How many pounds 'til I'm happy? How many pounds 'til I get thin? Three more pounds 'til I'm skinny, three more pounds and I win!!
~ If you aren't thin, you aren't attractive
~ What the scale says is the most important thing
~ An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist - but ordinary's just not good enough today
~ Eat to live, don't live to eat
~ Those 4:00 hunger pains are striking you hard. It's the *fat time* of the day when you're starving and your appetite is telling you to overeat. But whatever you do RESIST THE TEMPTATION!!
~ You will be tempted quite frequently, and you will have to choose whether you will enjoy yourself hugely in the twenty minutes or so that you will be consuming the excess calories, or whether you will dislike yourself cordially for two or three days, for your lack of willpower.
~ Lose everything and what is real will still remain
~ I hear horror stories about girls who don't eat - how their hair turns white and their gums bleed. But I feel beautiful, perfect. I am all pale bones and bone - pale flesh and pale hair and I am light. I am like some fairy thing. I dream about fairies dancing around the house with rib cages showing like baskets under their flesh. I could drift up and away from here. I am so light. Bound by nothing. Not even time. I am pure now
~ Sometimes I even felt I was cheating when someone praised me for my willpower; they don't know I have a little dictator inside forcing me
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